My Heart Today

Today my heart is longing for something
Today my heart is afraid that whatever his longing for are not granted
Today my heart says he shall never give up
Today my heart has forgotten that he shall never give up
Today my heart remember that he has made promises
Today my heart just don’t understand
Today my heart thinks he is with The King
Today my heart thinks that The King is with him
Today my heart feels like he wants to explode himself into atomic pieces just to be one with the air surrounding
Today my heart feels like he wants to drown himself in the ocean just to be one with the ocean
Today my heart wants to be silence so he could listen